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Like The First Time

by Benjamin's Brother

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1.
Wasted all my time Not knowing that I’m going away
Breaking into pieces Letting you decide now who I am I’m falling now I’m falling now Looking for your guidance in this dark place God knows what I’m doing here Searching for the answers of my past Not knowing when to quit When I know that I’m all alone Not knowing when to stop something Something I know i s wrong Chorus: And you were there To make sure I’m not lost Standing in the corner with your fingers crossed Knowing if I’m gone knowing if I’m lost She’ll find me like the first time In the place where they stopped all the jokes I stood there with my bleeding soul Crying for help where no one could here And you said “Hush baby now you’re ok I was here all along the way Don’t ever stop singing your song Bleed out for me it’ll make you strong” And as her words faded out She ripped out her heart and hand it over It’s yours to take And all my past has gone away Chorus: And you were there To make sure I’m not lost Standing in the corner with your fingers crossed Knowing if I’m gone knowing if I’m lost She’ll find me like the first time
2.
I Wish 03:37
Falling asleep in the hands of despair Leading you down to cry Running away from the stars up ahead Watching you leave And as far as I can see I have made no mistakes Just caused problems To make us stronger And I am blind to see the reasons you are gone But I'm not numb to feel the pain It caused me Chorus: And I I wish you could have no one else And you’ll come back running screaming out my name And I I wish I took you're heart Just like you took mine And you never got it back When you say you're better now And you don't answer my calls Does it mean you forgot everything we had And when we met you said it hurts to see my face so close to yours And I know that there's a place for me Inside you now But you see Chorus: And I I wish you could have no one else And you’ll come back running screaming out my name And I I wish I took you're heart Just like you took mine And you never got it back But now it’s ok We both have new ways Families to raze Loves to maintain And I I wish you could have no one else And I I wish I took you're heart Just like you took mine And you never got it back
3.
Suddenly, in the middle of the night I woke up to your voice Whispering in my ear I'm here Suddenly in the middle of the night Sweat up to my bones Opened up my eyes Knowing that you're gone Chorus: It's all in my head It's all in my head Suddenly in the middle of the night Where all my dreams collapsed inside Visions of your face Are slowly fading out In my mind Daemons fighting over my sanity In the middle of the night While I'm asleep You're here again Chorus: It's all in my head It's all in my head And so you're alive in my head You're alive in my head In the night time you're mine
4.
Can we just slow down It’s been hard on us both Forget your pain now Let’s just sit down and talk You said I’ve hurt you And that you wanna leave You’ve packed all your bags now And left me with tears Chorus: Lay down your head Lay down your head on my chest Let me love you again For one last time If only you’d hear me out you You’ll know what I feel I’ve put you through so much And that has been my only fear I’m afraid I might lose you And for me there’s no one else Just feel my heart beat when I say That I only love you Chorus: Lay down your head Lay down your head on my chest Let me love you again For one last time Lay down your head Lay down your head on my chest Let me love you again For one last time
5.
Room 505 04:00
I've lost my head again I'm in love with you And I gave my heart away Now I don’t have room for you I hate this game I play I always lose because I hide the truth And I hope you'll run away Because I have no roots Chorus: Darling My love I'm sorry but I'm gone I'm lost I'm lost and no one is here To take off my skin Now the shame is all over me But my love doesn’t know a thing. Chorus: Darling My love I'm sorry but I'm gone I'm lost I've lost my head again I'm in love with you And I gave my heart away Now I don’t have room for you Chorus: Darling My love I'm sorry but I'm gone I'm lost
6.
As much as I wanted As much as I cared As much as I needed From you to understand As much as I loved you As much as you didn’t love me back You want to let go now And put me in your past Chorus: When we'll grow old We'd think about All the lies that we've told Broken promises Hatred and shame Mixed up in the flame of lust Now as much as we want to Put it all behind There're some things to talk about But please I don’t wanna fight I just wanna let you know I'm willing to stay Just hear me out love All I want is For you to trust me When I say that Chorus: When we'll grow old We'd think about All the lies that we've told Broken promises Hatred and shame Mixed up in the flame of lust
7.
I'm going to the market To meet the devil now I'm gonna make a deal about the end I wanna know everything About my life and about your death Don’t wanna leave it all to faith I wanna know why you're gone And I wanna know if it hurts Wanna know if you think it was for vain I wanna know if you're happy with what I have achieved Wanna know if you're still smiling when you're dead Chorus: While you were gone things have changed The dreams you've dreamed about are lost It seems that no one's fighting your war my friend Anymore What if the answers I'll find won't be enough what if the deal will be too rough you see I know you don't like the doubts that lay in my mind but we were meant to disagree for life Chorus: Since you’ve been gone things have changed Even I lost all hope I don’t believe to any word they say but yours They still whisper in my head Fight my war fight my war Don't you leave it all to faith Fight my war fight my war Don't you leave it all to faith Don't forget my words Forget my words Fight my war don't forget my words
8.
Ruth 03:55
Hello northern star Glad you've guided me back home Beautiful swan What have I done That has driven you away from me I welcome the unknown Accept you're gone And I'll try to be strong for you Goodbye my dear friend The fact is that We're here on our own Chorus: But time Will ease the pain I hope you'll understand And I I wont be the same I know you'll understand when I'll cry Hello northern star Home won't be the same without you Your kids will be all right They’ll be just fine They’ve learned to live without you Chorus: But they Won't be the same I hope you'll understand For them Time won't ease the pain I know you'll understand when they'll cry Hello northern star Home won't be the same without you.
9.
Put your head on my shoulder Help me take your guard down Put your fate in my arms now I will do you no harm Put your hands within my hands Let me show you around Forget your mistakes now With me you're safe and sound Chorus: In the times where the past comes To hunt you down And you seem to find no way out In the times when you're looking for a friend around Just put your head on my shoulder If rain's pouring down on you Let it wash your doubts away If you've lost your path somehow I'll be there to guide you through Chorus: In the times where the past comes To hunt you down And you seem to find no way out In the times when you're looking for a friend around Just put your head on my shoulder Well your eyes tell me you're breaking down Hold your tears and let me fix your heart Chorus: In the times when you're looking for a friend around Just put your head on my shoulder
10.
I 02:53
When I began I held on to my dreams Felt both pride and fear Afraid to slip away And they laughed Said I don’t stand a chance That I'm too weak for this game That I am ought to fail Chorus: But now when all my dream Are slowly starting to come true I wouldn’t Change a thing You've made learn You've made work You've made me fight for all My dreams Fight for my soul Cries And the bed is soaking wet They don’t know what I had To go through to get here To go through to get here Their words They cut me up like swords Wounded and hurt I wrote down my pain But now when I am here Fighting only with my words I hope My words will hurt You've made me strong You've made me fight To stand up on my own And how I wish You were gone
11.
Now When she lays at my feet I believe all my dreams Will come true tonight When my lips Are touching her skin I’m breathing her in While she holds me tight Chorus: All the little things that we do That tends to break my heart in half From the moment that you came along You've been more than a friend Now that we're building our home The place where we'll grow Where memories made Pictures of us by the sea You sit there with me While I play my guitar Chorus: All the little things that we do That tends to break my heart in half From the moment that you came along You've been more than a friend

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released September 14, 2016

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Benjamin's Brother is a mixture of Britpop Folk and Electronic music.
We are telling a story of pain, lust and love.
With two guitar, and a computer, soothing voices, bass drum beats, we're coming to tell you everyone's story.
Death of loved ones, the lose of a soulmate, pain from being hurt, and the happiness of being loved.
We are Benjamin's Brother.
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